In this modern day romance novel, Penelope, a woman of contradictions, comes to terms with her values and sexual identity when she finds herself unemployed and broke. She searches for romance and turns to Ronald, a drug dealer and then to Hanna, a beautiful Dutch lesbian artist.

• Chapter# / Title

• 1: Lesbian Love

• 2: Hearing Voices

• 3: Baker Act

• 4: Nervous Breakdown

• 5: Unemployed

• 6: Amsterdam Nightlife

• 7: My True Lesbian Love

• 8: Blond Lesbian

• 9: Sugar Daddy Candy

• 10: My True Love

• 11: Love Is the Drug

• 12: Unholy Confessions

• 13: Wanted For Drug Trafficking

• 14: Only in America

• 15: New Country And A New Life

• 16: Relationships Jealousy Insecurity